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July 30, 2011

Background
You may know that we moved from Houston to Dubai almost a year ago (July 2010).  We prayed for God’s guidance and everything fell into place (a lot of details).  It was a great assignment.  Our three kids integrated very well into the American School of Dubai, my wife Jacqueline was able to quickly surround herself with solid friends and I had a great position.  The icing on our Dubai cake arrived when we discovered the Fellowship of the Emirates Church.  So all in all, in a few months, everything became business as usual for all.  Homework night, family time, Friday services, etc. until, all of a sudden … everything changed.

What Changed
It all started while the family was spending July 2011 in Houston and I was by myself in Dubai. In the second week of July, I started feeling harsh symptoms including  severe, ongoing, headaches that over-the –counter medication would not help.    I endured the symptoms, however, when high fever surfaced,  I decided to go to the closest Hospital. To keep the timing of this in perspective,  it was  Monday the 18th of July, 2011 around 5PM.

Spiritual side – note#1:

In church, three days earlier the Pastor’s message was titled, “What would you do when all of sudden you are faced with a tragedy where everything around you just falls apart and you are all alone?” The sermon hit me hard that Friday and I was meditating on it Saturday and Sunday when … everything changed.   I had no idea that the Lord was preparing me for what is to come. (The main verses used from the sermon were from Psalm 62: 1-2, verse 1  Truly my soul finds rest in God; my salvation comes from him;  and verse 2 Truly he is my rock and my salvation;  he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.) – My anchor was being stabilized, and, little did I know, that a huge storm was heading towards my boat. J

Details Surrounding The Preliminary Diagnosis

Back  to Monday the 18th of July, 2011 around 5PM.  The first hospital in Dubai checked my vital signs, added an IV for headache medication and blood test.  Once the results were back, Physician #1 asked me to seek another Hospital since they were not equipped with dealing with cases that had “such” a high/abnormal number of white blood cells.  At this stage I thought that Physician #1 needed assistance, so I had to think quickly and recommend we contact my brother- in- law (Dr. Issam Raad, Chairman of Infectious Disease at MD Anderson Cancer Center ) for a second opinion, for which she was very flattered and agreed to it.

Spiritual side – note #2

While Physician  #1 was sharing the news with me, I unlocked my Black Berry  to call my brother-in-law, Issam and realized that I had a new email titled DIVINE HEALTH on top of my inbox – – –  as you can imagine, I had to read it, since it took me by surprise … little did I know that my anchor was being  further stabilized.   How could I possibly know that a huge storm was heading towards my boat. Here it comes:

From: Bonnie –removed last name  <removedmailaddress@yahoo.com>
To: Lahoud, Sami S
Sent: Mon Jul 18 16:36:44 2011
Subject: DIVINE HEALTH

Thank God for what He has already done!  Make this affirmation 3 or 4 times per day.
I see health as a divine fact in my life.  I am accepting the Resurrection of health in my life and it is a divine transaction. Therefore, there is no greater power than the power of God.  I am at one with God therefore I have an inherited right to be healthy.  I have authority over all sickness and disease.  I permit the Holy Spirit to release divine and permanent health in my body now.  Cells of my body, I speak to you now!  Cells function like you were designed and created to function.  Cells, line up with God’s word now!  Health, peace and prosperity run through my body NOW!  In the name of Jesus Christ!  The BLOOD on it!  Amen!

WELL AND BLESSED ON PURPOSE!!!
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From: Lahoud, Sami S
Sent: Monday, July 18, 2011 10:57 AM
To: ‘removedemailaddress@yahoo.com’
Subject: Re: DIVINE HEALTH
Msg Class:Unclassified

I am at the emergency room. I was told I have a nasty infection that is unbelievable. They are going to run the tests again … I just read your timely email. My family is in Houston. You always show up on time.
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Continuation of Details Surrounding the Preliminary Diagnosis

Additional good news, when I called Issam, it turned out that he was in Lebanon instead of the US, which was perfect. When Issam was finished speaking with Physician #1, he had agreed that they are not set up to deal with my issues. Accordingly, I ended up going to the only hospital in Dubai that I was told could help.  When I arrived, it had a full Emergency Room (ER) yet only one physician on duty. They were supposed to have two physicans, however, one had not shown up.   I requested to see the nurse and showed her my blood results.  I was immediately admitted to the emergency room,  however, keep in mind the picture of just one Physician and a crowded ER.  By that time it’s almost 8 PM.  When Physician #2 showed up to my room, he was very kind, a bit stressed, read the results from the other hospital, asked his questions, then paused for a second, which gave me the perfect  opportunity to recommend we contact my brother in law (Dr. Raad) J which, of course, he welcomed the idea.   After a strategy was devised, I had multiple blood tests done, a chest x-ray, Lumbar Puncture test (believe it or not by Physician # 2 – a story by itself) and two IV antibiotics. By 7AM on Wednesday morning (approx. 14 hours later) I was told that I will be relocated from ER and admitted to the Hospital, that news was delivered by Physician # 3 (day shift) who was clueless as to where things were, since he had just arrived, which gave me the perfect  opportunity to recommend we contact (yes you guessed it) my brother in law (Dr. Raad) which, of course, he  also welcomed that idea.  While the Physicians were chatting, Physician # 4 showed up to discuss my admission to her floor. While she was asking me to provide her the history of my saga, a new Physician, # 5 popped out of nowhere, he was a Hematologist and demanded to speak with me in private.  He spoke in plain Lebanese and was very strict. He said “Sami you are a US Citizen. Do not waste any time here.  Leave tonight for America since you have Leukemia.  Nothing can be done for you over here”.

Now let’s keep things in perspective here for a  second.   There is a difference between someone suspecting sinusitis or even meningitis, however, once you start talking Leukemia, you have crossed over to the dark side … that is a totally different ball game for which I was not expecting to qualify.  Still, since he was the last physician that had not met my brother- in- law I went ahead and introduced him to Issam J.  Afterall, what’s one more introduction!?

After further discussion, Issam agreed that I should return to Houston asap!  That decision was made on Tuesday, the 19th of July around 9PM.

Back to Houston

Before flying to Houston, I returned to our home in Dubai, called the family in Houston, shared the news and grabbed a few items while trying to secure a direct flight with Emirates, that would put me in Houston on Wednesday the 20th around 4:30PM.

Spiritual side – note #3

If you do not have real strong prayer warriors in your life, you are missing a lot of blessings. So I had to send a handful of emails to my serious prayer circle and they immediately extended it from there. One example is below

Dear Brothers and Sisters,
Instead of sending the Prayer of the Day I need to ask for your diligent and effectual prayers for a dear brother who is a member of the small group that I regularly send the Prayer of the Day. His name is Sami and he has …

And the emails started flying around among the faithful.

Once in Houston, we had a mini family reunion and I was informed that I had an appointment at MD Anderson first thing in the morning which was for Thursday the 21st .

MD Anderson (MDA)

Issam was arriving the next day, but had arranged the appointment.  The first surprise was when MDA  welcomed me as a patient (while I thought I was just seeking a second opinion).  I was not given a chance to consider otherwise.  I guess once you get to MDA it means you need serious treatment. I was immediately given a wrist band with my patient number.  I looked around and I was surrounded by patients … and now I was one of them too.  It was a humbling experience. Think of it.  All of a sudden, in less than 48 hours, you became a cancer patient.

MDA spoke to us, reviewed the charts, data, and most importantly, re-ran all the tests and confirmed that I had Acute Leukemia (AML).  A Bone Marrow test was requested to confirm which type in order to determine the treatment.  So the bone marrow biopsy was done and we were asked to return in the morning.

Spiritual side-note 4

Things are getting serious…pause for a minute…no panic.  Concern, yes.   Of course concern.   Panic?  No.  I have a very strong foundation.  This foundation will steer my course. and will be explained in detail, later on..

What’s next

I just finished 4 days of Chemo. I will be disconnected tonight at 1030PM.  I then have to go through a phase of 3 week remission.  Once done, I will get a bone marrow test to see where things stand.  That test will determine my next steps.  Accordingly, we are praying for God to provide fully negative bone marrow results.  However, whatever His Will, we know that everything will work out for the best.

Going forward I will try to provide a short daily update to keep you all posted.  Thank you for your faithful and loving prayers.

Requests

  1. Continued fervent prayers for me to be able to eat, drink and exercise as much as possible; please also pray for my family.
  2. Please no unannounced visits.
  3. Please no phone calls.
  4. Understanding  and patience with me, while I am trying to establish a “routine” in my protective, limited living environment.

 Questions to ask yourself

I’d like you to ask yourself a question:  “What would I do  if all of a sudden I was faced with a tragedy where everything around me fell apart?”

Consider more throught provoking questions:

Do you have a relationship Christ?  How well do you know the Lord?   How established is your daily quiet time?  Are you a Sunday Christian?  Think about it.

Saturday, July 30, 2011
Sami

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  1. Teddy's avatar
    Teddy
    August 4, 2011 at 4:43 pm

    Dude. That’s powerful but u kno I can’t say it all here like u tried to. We still need to have our rocking chair moments.

  2. Blair W's avatar
    Blair W
    August 4, 2011 at 4:46 pm

    The ‘what if question’ – I thought the same thing after the first round of my dad’s colon cancer – would I still trust God if it were worse? So a few months later, he brought it back. I’ll be honest, I’m not at a place spiritually to truly handle it in the way I wish I would.

  3. Teddy's avatar
    Teddy
    August 4, 2011 at 5:22 pm

    Okay, so what ur saying is this is a bump in the road. Albeit a BIG one; mustard seed faith has allowed us to see victory in Jesus.. Named and claimed!!!!! I like the way this is going except that I have not put eyes on you in over a year. As doubting Thomas might say, til I see ur face n place ALL three kisses on you I will not be satisfied!!! Love you brotha and praying daily. 😉

  4. Moody Soliman's avatar
    Moody Soliman
    August 4, 2011 at 5:34 pm

    God bless you and use you.

  5. Emad's avatar
    Emad
    August 4, 2011 at 5:40 pm

    Dear Sami,
    We stand by you in fervent prayers and unceasing sublications before our gracious Lord, Yahwah Rapha, The Lord the healer. The church, ACH, was united last night praying for you and your family. We thank God for your faith and faithfullness. We trust in Gods’ love that never fails……that endures for ever.
    Emad

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    Ramzi
    August 4, 2011 at 6:18 pm

    Hey Sam. Just got the blog address from Lamia. Lots of love to you and the family. We are thinking of you alsways. Speedy recovery and we hope you feel better. Ram

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    Bonnie Reeves
    August 4, 2011 at 6:56 pm

    DON’T GIVE UP!!! You were healed when Jesus died on the cross for you. I know what it feels like to have things fall apart and what I discovered was that I was not alone. God was always with me and He is always with you…His word says that He will never leave us or forsake us. Still praying for you and your family!

  8. Marc Boucher's avatar
    Marc Boucher
    August 4, 2011 at 7:22 pm

    Sami,
    Brother you are in my prayers…. I look forward to the Lord’s healing and grace on you during this time in the valley. May the Lord bless you with His nurishment during this time!
    Blessings,
    Marc Boucher

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    Betsy Khuri
    August 4, 2011 at 9:23 pm

    Sami, Thinking of you and your beautiful family. Your faith, strength and courage will pull all of us over this little bump in road. I don’t know many people that are as loved as you are. Your shining spirit will light even the darkest of days. I love you, my friend. Betsy

  10. Ghassan Bitar's avatar
    Ghassan Bitar
    August 4, 2011 at 9:23 pm

    sam;
    you are in our hearts, we are cheering for you in this battle and we have no doubt you will overcome all its challenges
    love you always brother
    gas, iman, yara and rami bitar

  11. Carin Williamson's avatar
    Carin Williamson
    August 4, 2011 at 10:03 pm

    Sami,

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you. God’s promise is to never leave you or forsake you. May you truly know HIS presence at this time. We are battling cancer in our home as well. Mark was diagnosed with colon cancer in February. If we can be of any assistance, please feel free to call us.

    Mark, Carin, Blair and Blake Williamson

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    Brad Sewell
    August 4, 2011 at 10:07 pm

    Sami, Jackie and the kids, you are in our prayers. We think about you all the time.
    If we can do anything to help please let us know.
    Brad, Janell and Lewis Sewell

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    Basil Haddad
    August 4, 2011 at 11:58 pm

    Sami – may the Lord give You the strength and grace to go through with this and healing on the other side of it.

  14. Manal Stefanos's avatar
    Manal Stefanos
    August 5, 2011 at 1:50 am

    Sami,
    We are sure that God has a plan for you and he will use you for His glory through all of this. He is with you all the way holding your hand every minute of everyday. “For I am the LORD, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you.” Isaiah 41:13
    We are praying.
    Manal

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    Neala Fogarty
    August 5, 2011 at 2:44 am

    Our dearest Sami,

    If you all were really missing us all in America, this was the wrong way to get here my friend!!! On a serious note, you are a beautiful child of God. I have only known one other person in my life that expressed the same sentiments about their creator and savior and looked to Job as an example of the life she lived and enjoyed and that was my grandmother. You, my friend are an inspiration and as near perfect an example of how we should all live our lives. To be honest, I struggle with the approval part, but I feel like I am in the true presence of Christ as I read your words. The Lord is shining through you as he shined through Moses. We all have been praying, and in my prayers I claim healing for you. I know the Lord will be glorified through you and your walk in this journey. It is already happening. Stay strong……Joe will have to send you some of his “joeisms”. They are guaranteed to make you laugh daily!! We love you and we lift you up to the Lord. May the Lord bless you and keep you. May his face shine upon you. May He grant you peace. I pray that the Lord will fill your veins with the saving blood of Jesus and flush this from your body. You gave my husband the strength to face and accept his aneurysm so many years ago. Through you, and your prayer with him saved him that night in the hospital when he was so afraid. He is waiting for the opportunity to be there for you as you were there for him. From my mother, she sends her love and wants you to know she is fervently praying for your complete healing. She always remembers the many kindnesses you showed her time and again. Know we are all here for you and your family and you all are lifted up to Jesus. We consider you part of our extended family and love you all!

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    Marian Iskander
    August 5, 2011 at 3:13 am

    Sami,
    You don’t know me, I am Manal’s sister. Manal told me a lot about you and your lovely family. You are in our prayers, we’ll pray for you here in Pittsburgh’s church. We trust the Lord will touch and heal you and will use you to witness his glory.

    Marian

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    Jason Jones
    August 5, 2011 at 6:56 am

    Sami,

    I thought i would share an old song you taught me (and made me sing with you in front of the 4th/5th graders every Sunday 😉
    Hararni Yasu
    Hararni Yasu
    Min oboudiet ebliss
    Hararni Yasu

    I don’t need to tell you to stay strong because:
    ..
    .He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
    2 Cor 12:9-10

    I am praying for you brother.
    Jason

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    Daniel Gad
    August 5, 2011 at 7:08 am

    Dear Sami ,
    I was just thinking in a transient but deep thought. What will happen if I gone to a bank and asked to get some money? the logic question will be from what account,name. But I have no account in this or other banks , it will be crazy . But Jesus made an endless account for all of us , IN HIS (ACCOUNT) NAME WE ALL CAN ASK FOR ALL THINGS ,and His account will never be emptied.In Jesus account( Name ) we ask for complete healing for you.I believe He is a Good Dad. Blessings to your life and your Family .
    Amen.
    Daniel

    One who is not known to you , but known in Christ’s big Family

  19. Elisa and Alex Jeremic's avatar
    Elisa and Alex Jeremic
    August 5, 2011 at 12:50 pm

    Remember “our” verse Joshua 1:5 I will never leave you nor forsake you, (Sami).

    Your sister, Elisa

  20. August 9, 2011 at 3:58 am

    Sami,
    We are praying for you and your family.
    -Roger VanLoon

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    Shyma
    August 10, 2011 at 3:29 am

    You don’t know me but I am a friend of the Haddad family and I learned of your plight last week. It’s very hard for me to write this but I trust that God will heal you. You are in my prayers.

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